Internet Antigua
Twelve hours of sleep, I feel better. I think this thin air does take getting used to, as my head remains congested and foggy.
Nine o´clock Goodbyes this morning to the crew headed to Panajachel. Dashanti and Asenka will spend their last full day touring Antigua before flying out tomorrow. We enjoy crepes stuffed with fruit and nutella at the Kaffee just a block away from the hotel. Our hostess/duena/camerera takes our order.
As this kind eyed, gray haired, weathered Mayan woman props her head up with her elbows on her our table, leaning in to us at eye level, every other word uttered from her lips is "mi corazon, mi amor, mi carino" and she throws in the winks and smiles for free. Antigua is friendly. I feel right at home. The average height of these Mayan descendents seems to be five feet.
Without burdening you with too much history... there are three categories of Antiguenos. The socio-polical agenda here dates back to Spanish colonialism with those at the top of the food chain being whites of Spanish descent. These folks hold the money and influence in the land (and previously over all of Central America, as Guatemala was the capital of the entire isthmus). They are followed by the ladinos, the middle class shoppe keepers of mixed blood (much of that blood was unwillfully bestowed during colonial times of land seizure and rape). Finally you have the bottom, second class citizens. Yep, you guessed it, the original inhabitants that were exploited and abused for centuries, the Mayan descendants. You would think that time heals all wounds, however, the inbalance is evident. For those of wishing to know the truths about colonialism in the 1500-1700s, you will likely find that the United States history is not too different. In fact, most countries in Central America have had a long history with the United States and our capitalist agenda. We have influenced and applied political pressure in most of these countries to ensure capital gains and revenue for our nation over the last century and a half.
Without causing a political debate, traveling in Central America is eye opening, as I learn how our government has twisted the fate of the vulnerable to maintain our high standard of living. I do not mean to suggest that we are alone in this, but wars have been fought and many lives lost with what many in the international populace would consider illegal US foreign affairs, manipulation and puppeteering. There have been many CIA cover ups and mini scandals as recent as the Reagan Adminstration, for example, that were down played in US media coverage.
I can´t help but feel a sense of personal disgust and responsibility.
I hope to encourage students to ask questions of their history teachers, to do individual research, and to seek the truths about the cultural ties we have with other nations. I love the privileges and luxuries that I have enjoyed all my life. We have an exceptional lifestyle in Maine. At the same time, the continued historical exposure I have while traveling that speaks to the peasant class sacrifices being made by those enslaved in dictatorial administrations of corrupt governments being funded by the US, does make me feel guilty and ignorant.
Slowly I lift the veil to see the beauty of a surviving people contrasted with the "what ifs" had history laid out a different, less selfserving path. History blends into future, and I smile in witnessing the exciting denouement of these developing countries.
Learn Spanish! Learn Mandarin, Chinese! Dynasties come and go, as will ours. Be a part of the connections in the world today by exposing truths and shaping a more honest and positive future for those who are working to balance inequities and violence.
Stepping off my soapbox, I will spend what is left of my afternoon in Antigua having lunch with the Torontan Newlyweds and visiting the market place, just a few blocks west from the hotel.
I have started an online e-application process for a competitive government education grant, through the Fulbright-Hays Foundation. My focus is is a five week summer program designed for teachers to discover and research the indigenous peoples of Mexico. Culchah! It keeps changing and redefining itself. Tonight I´ll ponder three narrative prompts that I must respond to in the application process: Please comment on your ability to learn from international and/or intercultural experience that you have had. Explain your need for this overseas experience and why you want to participate in the seminar you selected. Indicate why you require greater knowledge of the host country by traveling overseas. Include a discussion on what aspects of the society you are interested in learning about. Demonstrate a connection between the seminar and your current teaching responsibilities. (And, finally) Describe how you plan to incorporate the seminar experience into your professional work to enhance international, intercultral understanding (such as teaching, curriculum development and outreach activities).
Yes, I am busy in Antigua. Not just a vacation. It has been four hours of internet this morning!
Dushani and Asanka await me for lunch and to show me the souvenirs they found in the market.
To get to know this city
visit: www.aroundantigua.com
